So its the middle of the night and I just cant sleep, the heat could have something to do with it and its 2 weeks away till winter here in New Zealand, So I am restless and awake and constantly looking on my phone at stuff to buy but I need to learn allot of the shit I am looking at I dont really need so I feel lost cause sorta hoarding cosmetics has been a thing for me for years and I know I dont have as much as some youtubers have but I would say I have allot more then my friends that are also into cosmetics, I love being able to post pictures without make up sometimes to really appreciate that I have good skin, hair and overall look pretty good for my age, the other day I was watching my friends tiktok and she said I still look really young, that made me feel good and I do believe I look young and really appreciate comments like that, I quit smoking ciggarettes december 28th 2015 for this reason and now i do use anti wrinkle day/night creams some days and nights I forget but I always love the way they make my skin feel when I use them. Allot of women wouldnt be seen dead without make up on but I love to do it, Because its a chance to be me and share my true authentic self, I am only human and I am not super perfect and I dont try to be. As writting this and chilling in bed the rain has started and I am hoping its not seriously raining when I wake up cause its Friday and every Friday Go shopping to the Stupid Market and try to pick up some good deals on food. Autumn is almost over in New Zealand but the weather here has been quite warm/hot and it feels like a extended summer almost and I am thinking winter will be warm this year and not cold.
Last years winter had a few cold days but mostly warm, But better sign off for now, just wanna say for anyone that faves my pics and videos thankyou so much and if you have read from the beginning of my description till now also thankyou so much.
Sending love light and positivity to you all
xoxox
