For two years we had wonderful bliss, then it all turned into a hellscape of hate and resentful deceit - from your side. Blasphemy and mind games soon followed from you fuelled by paranoia from Cherie. I still don't understand why you fell for it...
You just never could let go...you ended our marriage while seeing another secretly, you ended my marriage in SL and my Life Partnering with Becca in RL out of spite because of your inability to never let go of me.
That action ended your relationship with a girl beyond devoted to you. Probably the best love you could have had ...Still, you never let go...of me...so you lost her...devastated her in the process...your obsession was too much.
You carry a flame for me for a fire long extinguished inside of myself for you. All carrying a torch does is burn you...
It has every time.
Now I know you are ill in RL and I am torn. I know who I used to love, but the wonderful woman I knew and loved unconditionally became someone I didn't recognize and grew to loathe and resent to the point that all I wanted to be was left alone by you.
I wish you luck in your health fight, but never do I want our paths to cross again. You still never let go when I see you now. You crumble. You cling to memory of what you gave up. You gave me up.
Let me go Kelly...it hurts to see you still hurt...you don't need that.
You wrecked my world and my future because you could never let go of me...you took yours with it...
Just let go...go heal...please...you need to heal in so many ways Kel...
Just let me go...You said goodbye 3 years ago but never moved on.
Let go Kelly...I'd rather you lived on freely without me then be gone forever without being free...or being able to be who you really are inside.
It's the last bit of love I can give you...it's to plead for you to finally be free...and to be yourself...
With Sincere Love to you Kelly,
- Katherine Marie McAuley