
swinging moods and an intense conference took my mind away from Barbara most of this week. Generally, I must admit that lately, I am having a bit of a challenging time in relation to Barbara.
Where Barbara dominated my mind for a long time, and for a longer time I even thought that breaking up with my spouse would be an option to let Barbara free, the last couple of weeks I am not so sure about the future anymore. Barbara is more or less free now, since I opened up to her and my boys, and if I wish I can dress during the weekend openly. But somehow, I got lost, and I doubt even which turn to take in life... should I bury Barbara at least for some time?
after a bit of doubt, I finally decided to do let my date with E go through, I prepared myself well, and all went well, but then by the end of the evening, I decided it may be the last meeting I'll have.
Tonight I am having another difficult evening, but I finally decided to share another Barbara picture. Burgundy & boots!