
Yet another one from the Alvord Desert.
The title of this photo is derived from a paraphrased portion of one of my friend Buck Christensen's short stories. I met Buck a dozen years ago or so in a fiction workshop at the University of Nebraska-Omaha. He also does some great photography, which you should check out.
At the conclusion of Buck's short story (the name and many of the other details of which escape me), after a tense family meeting, one of his characters exhales cigarette smoke near a window; the smoke hangs and slowly shifts in the morning light, creating a number of different smoke sculptures. It's a moment in which the narrative slows to quarter-speed and the characters as well as the reader have an opportunity to reflect on what has taken place, with the smoke possibly being a metaphor for the characters' thought processes as they each silently work through the story's events in their minds.
Out in the desert, I decided to set up my camera for timelapse while I ate breakfast, and while reviewing the photos I was struck by how much these thin clouds danced, wiggled, and shifted around the sky without actually travelling anywhere. I was immediately reminded of Buck's story--of smoke shape-shifting into various sculptures. It's a powerful image, and it has obviously stuck with me for a long time.
A lot was happening in the story's subtext, but for me that one scene in that one story reminds me of several things--that my favorite art is understated and layered with ideas that can lie dormant for years, that we're constantly surrounded by beautiful pieces of art (in this case, smoke sculptures) that could be seen if we could only momentarily disengage from the myopia brought on by our own problems, and that I'm becoming increasingly aware that I'm just the sum of my own artistic experience.
Following that last line of thought, if I were asked to name my photographic influences, I'm not sure I could stick to only photographers. Literature, cinema, and music especially all have played a role in the way my photos look. Many of these influences are subtle, but some are a little more obvious. For example, I haven't been able to process a photo for the past couple of weeks without listening to a song written by Jason Molina. And many of these photos have a cooler (ie, more blue) look to them. Does this have to do with Molina singing the blues? I wish I knew.