As someone who Identify as Transgender online and in real life, but Does not plan to go under surgery for anything besides breast removal due to personal choices, I found my self staring at my male avatar a lot and wishing I could look like that.
for someone who's transgender this can lead to a lot of body dysmorphia, and for me it did, I hated the way my body looked in real life, the fact that I'm not my male avatar that i don't have a male body, that I don't have theses huge manly pecs and or theses huge thick arms, that my curves a bit more softer. I looked at my self everyday in the mirror and judged my self for being born with the biological gender I was born with.
I hated that factor, so years ago I began to try and make an avatar that could truly represent me, the first time was an entire fail but I never gave up hope, talking about it seeking things out and more, I hoped by making this avatar I could fully deeply and truly accept who I am, If I can't accept my self who can?.
After many failed attempts, many body types trial and errors, and many times I sat there wanting to pull my hair out because I was so irritated or clicked wear instead of add. I finally, created my vision.
I created something I could relate too, that still held the masculinity I wanted, but still had the softness of a female body at times as-well, that could wear female clothes but also be identified as male, I made something I could relate with.
Now in real life will I EVER be able to get my arms/thighs that thick? more then likely not, but this shape, this body, its not something I can't achieve, If I work out and gain weight I could 100% achieve this desired effect.
So with that said, I present to you all in the trans community who have felt how I felt, feeling as there is not really a market for people like us in SL, a Reborn, V-Tech, Female to Male, Trans style card besides the shape.
Before I go into the list of everything used to make this body shape/style, if anyone knows any Bom (Tattoo's, Beards, Skin enhancers etc) compatible with Genus please let me know.
~Head~
Genus Morph Head Square base
EyeMorph Foxy
NoseMorph Nubian
LipMorph Natural
Ears Vampire Medium tunnels F.
~Body~
Reborn
~Arm mod~
++ kurmori ++ stiff masturbation arms XL (reborn)
~Chest Mod~
v-tech
~Shoulder's Mod~
[ HIMBA ] Shoulders Deformer (Normal) Height(0) Width 4
[ HIMBA ] Shoulders Deformer /Add: Clavicles (1)
~Legs Mod~
Leg Stretcher (By Aii devilaii)
~Stomach Mod~
[Botched] Taller +6
-Birth Height Deformer-
~V-Tech Abs mod~
AV. Shredded Abs Softer (Reborn Materials) [V-Tech]
~Other Deformers/Mods~
-Pretty Liars- Butt Lift Only [Level1]
-Pretty Liars- Back Augmentation [Level 1]
[Avenge] Pectoral Enhancer
~Body skin~
Velour: "EROS" Body Skin for Legacy / Fit (Petal) V2
~Face Skin~
GENUS - Manuel - Moon - No Brows - Regular Bom
~V-Tech Boi Chest addon skin~
AzeriaBeauty - T0 (BOM) V-Tech Boy Chest Add On **Modified to match skin tone better**
.{w}. Soft Nipples : E. Reborn & V-Tech : Natural : Light : 4 **Modified to match skin tone better**
~Body Shader~
BRABUS - Male Highlights & Contour (Abs and Body) **Modified to match skin tone**
~Shape~
Custom Female Shape.
